As long as I don't think or talk about it. Being a SAHM tho - I have plenty of time to think. Ugh.
Going up next wk to help my brother out w/ ma's things. I would not be able to go if my dad were not as generous as he is. Thank You dad and T.
I feel bad because I have yet to talk to my aunt (ma's twin) or the rest of her family (other than email) - I can't handle the emotions of everyone right now, maybe in time, but not now.